I’ve been reflecting on how to describe my intellectual growth. I do feel capable of more. It’s like when you wake up in the dark and try to figure out the edges of the bed by touch—you know there’s more space, but you have to explore it to understand where it ends. I know there’s more I can do, or at least I believe so, and I want to test these thoughts. Compared to when I was ‘sleeping’—having no knowledge—now I have new abilities, like hands and voice, which I can use to explore further. This is the best way I can describe my new capabilities.